Holy Shit

...holy shit i forgot that i even had this anymore.  oh my lord it's been a long-ass time since i've posted.  a really long time.  well... 2005 is going pretty well.  i started to go to school(it's going "alright").  i'm having a hard time enjoying it.  it's actually a bit of a drag.  the good thing is that i'm doing it.  i'm going to continue to do it!  my future is riding on it... lol.  this feels kinda good right now.  i'm enjoying writing this.  even though i don't like school, i'm really excited to start my classes for my program.  i'm going to do a sound engineering program.  you know... since i love music so much, i should probably take some part in creating it.  i'm still playing my music too.  i haven't found any musicians yet.  right now that's not my largest priority.  on another note, my sobriety is going well.  i'm enjoying everything about my life.  things seem to really be falling into place.  the most awesome thing you should all now about is my female situation.  well... it's kick ass.  at the beginning of the year i met this truely amazing girl.  she is the shit!  i can't really think of many words to describe how she really is, but i'll try.  for starters she's beautiful, funny, smart... you know what.  everything about her is absou-fuckin-lutley perfect.  i'm in love with her...  and for my love there are no words to descride.  and you know what's really nice?  in most situations with women, either i will be into them and they won't feel that for me... or the opposite.  with this girl, all the feelings are mutual.  we're on the same page with everything.  it's really amazing.  anyway, i'm gonna jet.  this time i will continue to blog.  i really missed doing this.  i feels kinda good.  love you all!  oh yea... rock on too!